Don't judge

one of my friends told me that i seem easy, that i never listen her i just listen to my slutty friends who egg me on. i cried and cried. you see i'm not like her. i wear my heart on my sleeve, i love everyone for who they are. hardly do i ever hate someone. i told my friend that there was a difference between her and me. she grew up with something i didnt, a dad. she has that father figure to tell her what guys say and do to get to you, my mom would tell me but i didnt believe her because i thought she doesnt know what she is saying. i am realy gullible and i have this hole in my heart that i constantly want to fill. so i am more likely to trust a guy and like more guys than other girls. i just wish people would stop judging me for liking guys. if i dont like a bunch of guys and go out with a variety how am i suppose to find the "one"

Being a poet

i started to write poems alot now. Like every night i write one every night. I wrote one about growing up with out a dad. Man did i cry and cry all night after i wrote that.